speculation on unreadiness

A call to return. To step back in the process. To a state of unreadiness; a moment in which the thought of an  idea remains free from definition. In this unspoiled plasticity of potential, a subtle promise becomes apparent. Dynamics do not assume forms dictated by past perceptions. The object appears fresh, untainted by habits of seeing.

Identity reveals itself not as something fixed, but as a continuous unfolding, a delicate discovery of the self within a symbiotic relationship with the world.

Attentiveness shifts from point to point within experience, moving through constantly evolving contexts. Our sense of time changes as well. In this state, time loses its linear structure and stretches into the present. The moment becomes a living dialogue with its surroundings. What results is a sense of authenticity, accessible through clear perception and intuition.

Warning about difficulty:

Human life is wrapped in a space of longing that marks the boundaries of presence. The world's ever-changing, transient nature is not a limit but a constant source of inspiration. Reflection may be rooted in pain, or so I believed, but it flourishes most fully in acceptance.

Love, I once thought, existed only to inspire reality. But it revealed itself as something deeper, a form of resonance, an understanding of self and others. It is a feeling of care and acceptance that supports us on our path. It lifts us above the everyday and carries us into deeper interaction with reality. It is a blooming of inner warmth, connected by an unspoken thread of understanding that shapes our vision of the world.

Don't worry. The world will shift independently of our readiness. What is mutable does not seek permission, nor does it answer to our narratives. It simply invites transformation. Cognitive rigidity collides with the motion of reality. All form is temporary. Every moment shifts it anew. Though we cannot control this process, we can accept its rhythm and build our own relationship with the reflective nature of the world.

But for this, our attentiveness is essential.

So take the form in your hand and observe its dynamics. Engage your imagination. This is possible through abstract thinking rooted in a space where logic meets intuition. The intuitive understanding of formlessness resonates with the presence of constant change, revealing hidden structure within apparent chaos.

Touch, when it is more than passive observation, becomes a form of recognition through participation. It offers intimate knowledge, perceived through the entire body.

Approaching formlessness requires us to change the rhythm of our sensitivity, to intuitively sense what lies beyond visible form. This kind of deep perception also requires the heart’s involvement in the act of touch, allowing us to feel what lives within space. Experiencing with the heart is a way of resonating with the wildness of nature, one that resists figurative interpretation.

The void demands meaning in moments of silence, when focus finds inner stillness. Powerlessness and humility are not weakness. They are moments when the need to resist disappears. And when fear finally dissolves, a desire is born — a desire for new possibilities, for a new way of perceiving. From here grows a longing for a fresh perspective, one that brings us closer to participation in reality.

The more you try, the more you realize not everything is possible. But don’t stop trying.

naïve insaïne

(„Naïve insaïne” – a neologism, combining the English insane and the French saine.

It describes a perceptual tension. The form loses balance, and the new one has not yet taken shape, opening a space for feeling beyond logic.)

language

teaches being

on the surface of freedom

I feel

turn off my eyes

absorbing the non-form

shaking the established order

unpredictably

Doubtfully...

Is exists for itself

every change

the yell of form

in the diversity of times

desire

doors ajar

light trembles in soft space

look at IT-NO

16-hour scar

not clock rhythm

in the movement of inner time

towards

which in

looking

not with eyes

Meaning is unstable

(co-created in dialogue)

does not wait for consent

Change

rejection of forms

vomiting the body

positive hatred

Man is no longer the measure

is not the centre

is a process

is a movement

that overgrows in decay

also backward

Thinking secondary

intuition before

spills out

understanding... loss

seeing that is not

in the skin

Perception moves

out of the raw framework

of existence

Building sentences you are responsible for their death

there is none

there is no

there is

There is nothing beyond

because beyond contains none of its parts

Beyond is something that cannot be grasped in the current form

or by language

which are merely tools

subjects

Cognitive rigidity collides with the movement of reality

What does not fit does not exist socially

You can list countless unknowns

yet it always remains unknown

bloom of eye

It doesn't provide ready answers. This is an invitation to explore together, to go beyond grated patterns of thinking, and to actively participate in shaping a deeper understanding of reality.

Denial of all shapes. Blurs all the visual babbling, and the uniqueness of light's tone melts. The created lack becomes part of the experience, showing the difficulty of building an intimate relation with a shapeless reality. The human figure no longer fits into the skin and becomes visible above the surface; imperceptible to the eye.

I sense a change in perception with my heart, stronger than eye.

Can one easily find themselves in a thought pursuing a concrete meaning, like a form or a shape?

When figurative perception no longer dominates, do we discover complexity, chaos?

Let's cross this visual layer of things together. The Bloom we feel is present from birth, however with age the layers of experiences drown it out. No one teaches us to notice, and therefore understand the sublimation of sensations. By denying these sensations, we lose much of ourselves.

I am constantly waiting for the moment when the world will return and open its interior, which will lead to a transformation of perception; a world where the conventional shapes of reality are more fluid and undefined than what our eyes currently perceive as fixed and concrete. This shows how easy it is to forget that everything is temporary and participating in a constant process of changing.

Let's give back to the richness of diversity, the unpredictability of forms.

An image with no shape, pushed into aversion of seen and characterized by an absence of manifestation. Is it worth rejecting our habits of perceptions? Even the simplest image can show us its shapelessness, if only we allow ourselves for deep observation, deconstruction. 

Let's think about a cherry in its unpredictable form. If removed from its everyday context and stripped of its form, it reveals its not-so-obvious nature, hidden from those observers who only stops at the surface layer of meaning.

Let us open ourselves to the full spectrum of experiences that reality offers, going beyond the literal. How often have you unmasked the limitations of your perspective and uncovered the roots of simplification in your thoughts that you use? Our daily perception filters reality, a habit we succumb to that leads us to overlooking many important details, for which there are no words.

Through understanding, we begin to see.

A void that manifests in the spaces between, for example, between A and B, that we, theoretically, cannot reach. This is a space defined by absence, by what is not there. The space between an eye and body, the observer and observed, is another example of such a space. These spaces are elusive, yet they shape our experience. Dialogue with these areas leads us to the formlessness that appears as a lack; a lack of perceptual ability. Eye habits take us only to repetition. Interaction with what seems to be cryptic leads us to new ways of contact with the world. Everything becomes metaphor again, and all is possible yet.

Dialogue with the seemingly dyslexic, pointed to as a barbarian figure, allows you to stop and wipe the divisions of one's own limited perspective. Like the void, the dyslexic figure represents a challenge to our understanding. This kind of babble results from a mixing of reality and fantasy. It is there, in this internalized view, where inspiration is born, and there is still much to be discovered.

It is naive to expect that one can accurately describe what is impalpable. Attempts to express subtle sensations in words are doomed to failure. Language proves to be a limited means to describe the complexity of our impressions. Words create an illusion of clarity, concreteness, while reality is in a state of flux. This uncertainty encourages us to seek new perspectives.

Multifarious

Perspective of it 

Becomes illegible

Let's pay attention to it

The found emotion favours 

We have the whole universe within us 

Which talks heavily

it doesn't know how it all works

I often feel tired of the limitations imposed by social constructs that restrict our individuality and creativity. 

Sluggish colors entangled in stillness. 

Doesn't each of us have the right to go beyond the beaten track, seeking the depth of authenticity, questioning the shades of reality?

Ugh! Give it up, there's nothing there, except the need to understand. It's a waste of time. Changes in perception will come on their own, just like maturing; inner growth. 

You will also notice that shapelessness is not emptiness, but potential! It's like a piece of paper that is white again because it has faded. Ignoring all the glitter of figurativeness, the world remains the same, 'the scale of the eye changes'. We cannot stop this process, but we can observe it and try to understand it.

Are there any exercises or practices that could support us in this process?